IRVING, Texas - Days before officially becoming a member of the Pro Football Hall of Fame, Michael Irvin has a confession to make.

“I’m afraid,” Irvin said.

The hesitation has nothing to do with the speech he’ll give during Saturday’s induction ceremony. Anyone who has followed football the last 20 years knows Irvin is anything but shy.

What worries the former Dallas Cowboys star receiver is the burden that comes with being part of this fraternity. The thought of seeing “Hall of Famer Michael Irvin got in trouble again” crawl across the bottom of a TV screen intimidates him more than any defense ever did.

“Absolutely!” Irvin said. “Being a Hall of Famer deserves the best that I have. I respect it, and I believe it deserves that. I think that fear will keep me tied down. It’s a reality, something I think about. That’s just being honest.”

Playing alongside Troy Aikman and Emmitt Smith, Irvin set nearly every meaningful receiving record in Cowboys history and was widely acknowledged as the heart and soul of teams that won three Super Bowls in four years.

Yet he, and his teams, might’ve been better if not for Irvin’s problems with drugs and life in the fast lane.

The downfall began in March 1996, a few weeks after the third Super Bowl win, when police crashed Irvin’s 30th birthday party and found him, marijuana, cocaine and strippers in a hotel room. He pleaded no contest to felony cocaine possession and was put on probation for four years.

He’s turned up on the police blotter many times since, as recently as November 2005.   His career was never the same following the birthday bust. The Cowboys haven’t been either.

Dallas made the playoffs in 1996 even though Irvin was suspended the first five games. The Cowboys won a wild-card game but have yet to win another postseason game.

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“Most of the guys who come from where I come from and have the issues I have off the field, you have this sense that, ’I can do it, I can fix it, I can get better,”’ said Irvin, the third-youngest of 17 siblings from Fort Lauderdale, Fla. “It was a great attitude to have on the football field, but the reality is that in life I needed help. My greatest asset was my greatest liability. ...

“There were times after (the ’96 arrest) that I said, ’We’ll win a few more Super Bowls, I’ll fix it.’ I couldn’t. I didn’t. I’ve always felt I was in debt to Cowboys fans for robbing them of that offseason of bragging and enjoying and celebrating after we won Super Bowl 30.”

Irvin was forced into retirement by a spine injury suffered in the fourth game of the 1999 season.

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As he was taken away in an ambulance, Philadelphia fans cheered. It was testament to the emotions Irvin riled up — for pushing off, for making his exaggerated first-down gesture and just plain being Michael Irvin.

The Playmaker was a love-him-or-hate-him kind of guy, except in the Dallas locker room. His charm and wit helped him connect with everyone, while his work ethic and will to win enabled him to hold others accountable, regardless of his personal problems.

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“Michael was unbelievable,” former teammate Jay Novacek said. “We lockered next to each other, two people from opposite sides of the country, opposite ways of thinking, opposite color — the whole thing. And he ended up probably being the guy I looked up to as much as anybody with his work ethic in practice, the way he handled himself mentally in preparing for a game. I don’t think there was anybody as good at doing that as he was. He helped me out a bunch and didn’t even know it.”